ugh
4-22-99 12:24 PM Thu
Today is Earth Day. I don't know what to write here. I told Shirelle I was ending our claim over each other. Said I didn't trust her to be my wife. Etc., Etc., Et cetera. Whatever. I brought "Lust for Life" to school. We watched the beginning. I'll probably have to watch the rest after school.
When will the other shoe fall? I haven't been inviting people to this so-called BBQ. I told her maybe we ought to just be roommates. She cried and begged. I said I wasn't saying I didn't want to see her anymore. I typed for fifteen minutes this morning about a girl I met at Molly's last night. Urg. I wrote a half-ass third-person page yesterday. I haven't worked on Jim for a week or so. I read the newspaper while the kids did the math section of the Stanford Nine test. I hung out in the lounge at lunch. So, what? I told the psychologist how Pedro got a standing ovation for answering a question last week. Everyone was talking about the Colorado high school massacre. Everyone's talking about a "Jocks vs. Nerds" conflict. "That's a lot of embarrassing nonsense," I said. Jack Coonan said, "Well, you must have been one of the jocks." He sounded like he was reliving some old indignity from his school days. I said, "Well, yeah, kind of, but I was benchwarmer, and I never pushed anyone around, and I didn't perpetuate or even notice stereotypes, but I think that's what you all are doing by turning this tragedy into some popular vs. outcasts over-simplification." Chris said he hated high school. Elmer said he never went to high school. I said, "Yeah, you did; but you don't remember because you were high the whole time." Everyone laughed. We have to go to music pretty soon. I went to Burger King this morning. Ugh. I've got to do a third-person page when I get home. Those movies I rented are a day late now. ugh. I'll have to drop them off after school today. I'll take a nap, too. Maybe I'll go out again tonight to invite some girls to our BBQ/party. I've still got some Anais Nin to read. I told Getoff how I envied the way Henry Miller made each night of his life an adventure. I played darts with some geeks last night. Daniel just gave me "The Nose Book" to read. We've got to go to music now.
Today is Earth Day. I don't know what to write here. I told Shirelle I was ending our claim over each other. Said I didn't trust her to be my wife. Etc., Etc., Et cetera. Whatever. I brought "Lust for Life" to school. We watched the beginning. I'll probably have to watch the rest after school.
When will the other shoe fall? I haven't been inviting people to this so-called BBQ. I told her maybe we ought to just be roommates. She cried and begged. I said I wasn't saying I didn't want to see her anymore. I typed for fifteen minutes this morning about a girl I met at Molly's last night. Urg. I wrote a half-ass third-person page yesterday. I haven't worked on Jim for a week or so. I read the newspaper while the kids did the math section of the Stanford Nine test. I hung out in the lounge at lunch. So, what? I told the psychologist how Pedro got a standing ovation for answering a question last week. Everyone was talking about the Colorado high school massacre. Everyone's talking about a "Jocks vs. Nerds" conflict. "That's a lot of embarrassing nonsense," I said. Jack Coonan said, "Well, you must have been one of the jocks." He sounded like he was reliving some old indignity from his school days. I said, "Well, yeah, kind of, but I was benchwarmer, and I never pushed anyone around, and I didn't perpetuate or even notice stereotypes, but I think that's what you all are doing by turning this tragedy into some popular vs. outcasts over-simplification." Chris said he hated high school. Elmer said he never went to high school. I said, "Yeah, you did; but you don't remember because you were high the whole time." Everyone laughed. We have to go to music pretty soon. I went to Burger King this morning. Ugh. I've got to do a third-person page when I get home. Those movies I rented are a day late now. ugh. I'll have to drop them off after school today. I'll take a nap, too. Maybe I'll go out again tonight to invite some girls to our BBQ/party. I've still got some Anais Nin to read. I told Getoff how I envied the way Henry Miller made each night of his life an adventure. I played darts with some geeks last night. Daniel just gave me "The Nose Book" to read. We've got to go to music now.
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