9:18 AM 10-23-98 F
The kids are so great today. We've just come from the library, and they're all quietly enthralled in their new books. I was thinking a couple of truths, it seemed, on the way to school this morning. Where are they now? I had a tiny puff last thing before I walked out the door. I had to go back up the step for the spare house key because I left mine at Pio Pico last night. Duh. What was it I thought?
A mob of kids surrounded me as I walked across the playground. "You look like a kid!" Caylica said with joy.
"Yeah!" added Antwon, equally joyfully.
"I'm not wearing a tie today. Could that be why?"
"You're wearing a kid's shirt."
I hadn't tucked in my pullover. "Well," was all I could think. "I'll see you again when the bell rings.
That wasn't the truth I was thinking, though. Anyway...
I have to knock off some LASSM/SOLOM/ELD forms-- a bunch of mumbo jumbo acronyms to classify, judge, and label kids' second-language acquisition.
What else? I wish I could remember those truths. I wonder if it had to do with my sister's attitude. Oh, God bless her. "Victim! Victim! Victim! I'm such a victim!" My mind keeps drifting along superficial currents this morning. Is it ever thus? The only things I want to write are the mundane. Myshay is staring out the door. Now, she's pulling her cheeks ghoulishly down from her eyeballs. She's got a husky voice for a skinny little third-grade girl. She seems wary, but also tolerant. Well, the spell is broken. The kids are all up and talking now. Ten minutes to recess. Ten minutes to recess. Antwon is reading to me some youngster football novel at the same time Caylica gives a lengthy recount of some monster and a spider and a chicken waiting for a bus and a hungry fox who wanted to eat her. She seems to be making it up as she goes along, and she and Antwon keep raising their voices to be heard over the other. Melissa wants my attention. "Mr. Zurn." She waits. "Mr. Zurn." Now Yadira says, "Mr. Zurn." Now Antwon says it. Here comes Eric. "This monster woke up from his nap," he says. Now Antwon is pointing to his name here in this book while I write about him. Yadira's looking at what I write, too. Antwon is reading what I write as I write it. Nyad said, Mr. Zurn, I had a dream that my brother and me were shooting up Ms. Steindinner' (the principal). We defeated her."
"With guns?" I ask.
"With lasers," she corrects me.
"Why?"
"Because she was throwing bombs at us."
"Why?"
"I don't know. We had to get her before the elevator, and then we had to run and jump out the building."
The kids are so great today. We've just come from the library, and they're all quietly enthralled in their new books. I was thinking a couple of truths, it seemed, on the way to school this morning. Where are they now? I had a tiny puff last thing before I walked out the door. I had to go back up the step for the spare house key because I left mine at Pio Pico last night. Duh. What was it I thought?
A mob of kids surrounded me as I walked across the playground. "You look like a kid!" Caylica said with joy.
"Yeah!" added Antwon, equally joyfully.
"I'm not wearing a tie today. Could that be why?"
"You're wearing a kid's shirt."
I hadn't tucked in my pullover. "Well," was all I could think. "I'll see you again when the bell rings.
That wasn't the truth I was thinking, though. Anyway...
I have to knock off some LASSM/SOLOM/ELD forms-- a bunch of mumbo jumbo acronyms to classify, judge, and label kids' second-language acquisition.
What else? I wish I could remember those truths. I wonder if it had to do with my sister's attitude. Oh, God bless her. "Victim! Victim! Victim! I'm such a victim!" My mind keeps drifting along superficial currents this morning. Is it ever thus? The only things I want to write are the mundane. Myshay is staring out the door. Now, she's pulling her cheeks ghoulishly down from her eyeballs. She's got a husky voice for a skinny little third-grade girl. She seems wary, but also tolerant. Well, the spell is broken. The kids are all up and talking now. Ten minutes to recess. Ten minutes to recess. Antwon is reading to me some youngster football novel at the same time Caylica gives a lengthy recount of some monster and a spider and a chicken waiting for a bus and a hungry fox who wanted to eat her. She seems to be making it up as she goes along, and she and Antwon keep raising their voices to be heard over the other. Melissa wants my attention. "Mr. Zurn." She waits. "Mr. Zurn." Now Yadira says, "Mr. Zurn." Now Antwon says it. Here comes Eric. "This monster woke up from his nap," he says. Now Antwon is pointing to his name here in this book while I write about him. Yadira's looking at what I write, too. Antwon is reading what I write as I write it. Nyad said, Mr. Zurn, I had a dream that my brother and me were shooting up Ms. Steindinner' (the principal). We defeated her."
"With guns?" I ask.
"With lasers," she corrects me.
"Why?"
"Because she was throwing bombs at us."
"Why?"
"I don't know. We had to get her before the elevator, and then we had to run and jump out the building."
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