9-22-01 Sa 7:32 Am

Comforted by commercials: if you turn the TV on, and they're selling dish soap, then nothing unusually horrible is happening. I went to bed praying that this will not be a time of terror that I have brought my daughter into; I pray that she will never suffer chemical or biological warfare. I stayed home from work yesterday. Took looks at the Navy's and CIA's websites. What would they want me for? Ugh. Whatever. Not whatever. That fool asshole fatass Hernandez dropped by, badmouthing Bush. Now's not the time. He's not the one to focus on. Whatever his many failings, he seeks to protect freedom of speech, religion, etc. The people who attacked us seek to oppress those freedoms along with half of the human race, women, and to eliminate all relgions but their own. And that asshole Hernandez, the titty-bar lover on his way up to Sunset Boulevard to flirt with a fake-boobs barmaid. He'll overlook six thousand murders for the vanity of criticizing Bush. If Hernandez were in Afghanistan, he would have been beheaded years ago. Fucking idiot.~~~~~~~Watched the 1976 "King Kong" last night. Typed 15 minutes yesterday. Read about fire and pain and doom for the infidels in the Koran. Emailed Mac's lawyer. Never went anywhere yesterday. Held the baby's hand while she walked down the sidewalk. She marveled at the glowers in our neighbor's yard and collected some rose petals to bring back to the house.

This looks like Afghanistan to me or Hell or a nuclear wasteland, and I wonder what time of evil is upon us. But it's just a few people. A few people with enough hatred to fuck the world. How many nuclear warheads has Pakistan got? What is the extent of their capability and range and rage?