Like a Ghost
7-4-98 Sa 12:10 PM
Walking along the garbage-strewn sidewalk of La Brea now. I walk and write. Greece's BBQ smells just right for 4th of July. I wait at the corner to cross the street. How must I look to the people who drive by in their cars, I, writing and walking at the same time? I was reading my book before as I walked past the quiet Hollywood bungalows, the hint of scandal hiding behind the fronded fronts. The carwashes are busy today. The hip Melrose joints with their chatty queers sipping espressos on the sidewalk along tattooed grizzly bikers and high fashion Asian trendsters, me striding through the suited and yarmulked outpourings of Sabbath-day synogogues with my open book, like some unknown prophet in an age when prophets have long ago succumbed to the preeminence of profits. I wanted to stop by The Tales Bookshop which should have been open but was closed like it uncannily is whenever I go there. The sun is not shining through the overcast today, but it's glare burns through dully nonetheless. Drops of sweat tickle my temples.
Walking along the garbage-strewn sidewalk of La Brea now. I walk and write. Greece's BBQ smells just right for 4th of July. I wait at the corner to cross the street. How must I look to the people who drive by in their cars, I, writing and walking at the same time? I was reading my book before as I walked past the quiet Hollywood bungalows, the hint of scandal hiding behind the fronded fronts. The carwashes are busy today. The hip Melrose joints with their chatty queers sipping espressos on the sidewalk along tattooed grizzly bikers and high fashion Asian trendsters, me striding through the suited and yarmulked outpourings of Sabbath-day synogogues with my open book, like some unknown prophet in an age when prophets have long ago succumbed to the preeminence of profits. I wanted to stop by The Tales Bookshop which should have been open but was closed like it uncannily is whenever I go there. The sun is not shining through the overcast today, but it's glare burns through dully nonetheless. Drops of sweat tickle my temples.
Labels: 4th of July, Hollywood, Los Angeles Literary, narcissism