10-9 9:36 AM Th
Writing three pages a day in here is becoming increasingly difficult. How did I do it before when I had more of a commute every day? I'm going to Tam's Garden for lunch today. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm going to treadmill tonight, but I also have to do a plot summary for group tomorrow night. What else? I watched the end of "Ridicule" last night. It was OK. I haven't done any drawing for a while. My kids gave me some stickers even though I've been ripping on them all morning. What else? No Shirelle last night. These kids are so lacking in initiative. When I was in third grade, I'd have been scolded if I was lazy or willfully stupid. I remember Ms. Hirayama being tough on me if I allowed myself to be distracted (My dad remarried the night before I started third grade). She didn't mince words or use nurturing tones. She told me if I didn't shape up, she'd tell my dad to take off my baseball team. And if that happened, I knew my dad would give me a fearful whacking. Could the lack of corporal punishment these days be the reason for these students' lack of motivation? I have to inspire them, but it would be a lot less frustrating if they would try to meet me part way. I can feel anger and curse words jumping into my head and I squelch it, but I think this emboldens the kids to be even lazier. My teeth ache. I'm exhausted behind the eyes. Have to teach tonight, too. Will miss Oriole/Indian championship game. Trying to get deep sea fishing trip going for next month. Have a lot of writing to do still. Allyson Schwartz said, "It's almost Friday." I said, "Thank God." Then I said, "Why? What's up Friday?" She said, "We don't have to work, duh," like I was clueless. I was hoping she'd invite me out for a drink and some sex.
The soldiers are weathering a typhoon. It's lunch time now. I'm going to drag my ass to Tam's now. I hope five dollars and change is enough to eat with. Dijonia's mom needs to talk to her about not flashing crotch shots. [a Batman logo in a Riddler's question mark]
Writing three pages a day in here is becoming increasingly difficult. How did I do it before when I had more of a commute every day? I'm going to Tam's Garden for lunch today. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm going to treadmill tonight, but I also have to do a plot summary for group tomorrow night. What else? I watched the end of "Ridicule" last night. It was OK. I haven't done any drawing for a while. My kids gave me some stickers even though I've been ripping on them all morning. What else? No Shirelle last night. These kids are so lacking in initiative. When I was in third grade, I'd have been scolded if I was lazy or willfully stupid. I remember Ms. Hirayama being tough on me if I allowed myself to be distracted (My dad remarried the night before I started third grade). She didn't mince words or use nurturing tones. She told me if I didn't shape up, she'd tell my dad to take off my baseball team. And if that happened, I knew my dad would give me a fearful whacking. Could the lack of corporal punishment these days be the reason for these students' lack of motivation? I have to inspire them, but it would be a lot less frustrating if they would try to meet me part way. I can feel anger and curse words jumping into my head and I squelch it, but I think this emboldens the kids to be even lazier. My teeth ache. I'm exhausted behind the eyes. Have to teach tonight, too. Will miss Oriole/Indian championship game. Trying to get deep sea fishing trip going for next month. Have a lot of writing to do still. Allyson Schwartz said, "It's almost Friday." I said, "Thank God." Then I said, "Why? What's up Friday?" She said, "We don't have to work, duh," like I was clueless. I was hoping she'd invite me out for a drink and some sex.
The soldiers are weathering a typhoon. It's lunch time now. I'm going to drag my ass to Tam's now. I hope five dollars and change is enough to eat with. Dijonia's mom needs to talk to her about not flashing crotch shots. [a Batman logo in a Riddler's question mark]
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