Sa June 24, 2000 3:52 PM
Gag. Fuck and whatever. The pizza party was fun except for the flood of snot pouring out of my nose. Lina came in all smokin' hot acting all sorry she wasn't going to see me anymore. Is it my imagination? Am I being tested? Who knows? Ugh and fuck and whatever. It's not safe to write. I went to Kendoll's room. We decided to go to El Coyote. We told Charlene Robbie, Rodney, and Jackie. Florelle had to go home and get ready for Sergio's party. Kendoll said she was going home for a while first, so I went home, too, to wash off the sweat and snot. Rochelle was in bed. She said she left work early because she wasn't feeling well. The shakes and sleeplessness: pregnancy, I guess. She said the birds keep her awake at night, and I keep her awake in the mornings. I assembled the fan, closed the windows, drew the curtains, closed the doors and said she could rest because I would be out a few hours. I rode over to Miss Kendoll's. She invited me in. She had on a real sexy dress. We drove up to El Coy. Charlene and Jackie were there. We got a booth. Talked about all I ever talk about: the rigors of marriage. Whatever. Had a screwdriver, an iced Kahlua and coffee, and a margarita or two. Then we drove to the museum. Art Davis was strumming on the terrace. It was great. I had a smoke. Art Davis's face was immortal. He had the expression of a Buddha. His bass was profound, He bowed it at times. He had a piano/sax/drum back. The light joy of a flute over the profound joy and my buzz filled me with a private ecstasy. I got a couple Heinekens. It felt like I was on a date with Miss Kendoll. I was enjoying myself, but I knew it had to end. "I gotta go back to reality," I said. Kendoll's dad, Neville, was there. He was with a guy called Virgil. He was Latino, so he pronounced it like "Virile." "Virilre," I said, clenching my fists, flexing my muscles, and thrusting my loins. "Exaclty," he said. "Hi, Virile," I said, "I'm impotent." One of the women with them said to Kendoll, "He's good." Then to me she said, "You're good." "Off one joke?" I asked. She laughed. Whatever. When I got home, Rochelle was not here. She was out looking for me. She had been worried and was angry.