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The kitchen table window at dusk, trippin' as usual but not as usual. Mr. Martinez and I ate the fruit off the tree in the backyard that neither of us could identify and it was good. Sweet like a date but off nothing like a palm tree. The whole day turned into something like that: looking out the window at the trees and the birds and the wind. Dropped a couple of nice little poetic lines. I looked at the words in this book, and felt apart from whoever's concerns they were. Whatever. The city glow illumines the layer of dust kicked up by the wind today as if the sun were going down in the east. Purple is not a good enough word. I see it through my reflection. Did I bring this wind? [crude line drawing of rooftops, highwires, and palms] Can't say no for sure. ~~~~~ Not feed the machine fuck it I'll walk," I told my dad on the phone today. I talked to my mom, too. Brought a wee tear to my eye. She had been worried about going to Vegas and leaving Karen home alone, but the girls went out to Vegas to see her! My mom thought she had lost her glasses and was in a panic leaving the Bellagio. John had lost a couple hundred over the course of the weekend and had one last twenty-five-dollar chip left. He took it to the roulette table and put it on I don't know and the man spun the wheel and THEY wanted him to walk away saying good things to the rubes back home so they stopped the wheel on his number and he won five hundred dollars. And he had found my mom's glasses wherever she left them, so as she was going one way down the hall in a blind panic, he was coming the other. "Looking for these?" he said and held up her glasses and she was so relieved. "And," he handed her five hundreds, "I just hit on the roulette wheel." My mom was so happy. She said she was going to get a new drier. Said she didn't know how the old one still dried clothes it was so old. Why do you want to get rid of it then, I didn't ask, because I knew it wouldn't make any sense. ~~~~~I have to call Shirelle. What else? I'm a fool. And what else? Haven't rode my bike yet today. Are my shrooms done?
The kitchen table window at dusk, trippin' as usual but not as usual. Mr. Martinez and I ate the fruit off the tree in the backyard that neither of us could identify and it was good. Sweet like a date but off nothing like a palm tree. The whole day turned into something like that: looking out the window at the trees and the birds and the wind. Dropped a couple of nice little poetic lines. I looked at the words in this book, and felt apart from whoever's concerns they were. Whatever. The city glow illumines the layer of dust kicked up by the wind today as if the sun were going down in the east. Purple is not a good enough word. I see it through my reflection. Did I bring this wind? [crude line drawing of rooftops, highwires, and palms] Can't say no for sure. ~~~~~ Not feed the machine fuck it I'll walk," I told my dad on the phone today. I talked to my mom, too. Brought a wee tear to my eye. She had been worried about going to Vegas and leaving Karen home alone, but the girls went out to Vegas to see her! My mom thought she had lost her glasses and was in a panic leaving the Bellagio. John had lost a couple hundred over the course of the weekend and had one last twenty-five-dollar chip left. He took it to the roulette table and put it on I don't know and the man spun the wheel and THEY wanted him to walk away saying good things to the rubes back home so they stopped the wheel on his number and he won five hundred dollars. And he had found my mom's glasses wherever she left them, so as she was going one way down the hall in a blind panic, he was coming the other. "Looking for these?" he said and held up her glasses and she was so relieved. "And," he handed her five hundreds, "I just hit on the roulette wheel." My mom was so happy. She said she was going to get a new drier. Said she didn't know how the old one still dried clothes it was so old. Why do you want to get rid of it then, I didn't ask, because I knew it wouldn't make any sense. ~~~~~I have to call Shirelle. What else? I'm a fool. And what else? Haven't rode my bike yet today. Are my shrooms done?
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