Ode on Dull Day
Jan 22 Wed.
There are two pigeons perched on naked branch that sticks from the top of the trees against the gray sky out the kitchen window. I still feel that empty inability to create. It's like I'm blind; I look out and see things I've seen so many times they are now unnoticeable. So, seeing these pigeons today is a minor miracle. Water has temporarily stained the whitewash wall of the house in the yard behind ours. Next door there's a chaise lounge laying bereft among the fallen leaves on top of the garage. A vent pipe runs up the side of one house. How easily you can climb up it to the balcony there. I can see one of the the big houses on Venice from here. Do those palms line Crenshaw? Are they royal palms? What other kinds are there? I know nothing about palms for all their ubiquitousness here in LA. One war-torn fellow holds up defiantly; despite the preponderance of droopy old fronds around its throat, a crown of green springs from its head.
We have a coffee table of glass on concrete pillars here in earthquake country; Shirelle loves it. I think I've mentioned that before. We use a clothing hamper for a kitchen garbage can. I think I've mentioned that before. A fishbowl of coupons sits atop the refrigerator. On the freezer door clings a magnet from the Bill Burroughs retrospective at LACMA last summer suspending a picture of me fishing Lake Mead. Curious George smiles in a cloud escaping a jar of ether. Out of the front windows is the house across the street called the Boo Radley house because no one is ever seen going in or out the front door and the yard is overgrown with weeds. It looks outside like the day has been closed for lunch, temporarily shut down, put on pause, on hold. I opened the window. A fresh cool you can smell blows in. I need to accept an audience. I need to rely more on others instead of always droning on to myself about what I already know. I need to direct myself to others, be forward, have an address. Here comes a prancing dog sniffing the rainsoaked cement and moving along on his free-thinking way. Everything is wet except for patches of tree trunk bone dry as July. The clouds part, reveal a canyon of further cloud. A mockingbird with bold white stripes on his sleeves raises his wings in heroic vanity, ready to dive from his perch like some caped crusader. Here's the dog again. Now he's working this side of the street. A car pulled up to the Boo Radley house! A man got out and walked toward the front gate. He took the mail from the mailbox there and drove down the driveway behind the house.
There are two pigeons perched on naked branch that sticks from the top of the trees against the gray sky out the kitchen window. I still feel that empty inability to create. It's like I'm blind; I look out and see things I've seen so many times they are now unnoticeable. So, seeing these pigeons today is a minor miracle. Water has temporarily stained the whitewash wall of the house in the yard behind ours. Next door there's a chaise lounge laying bereft among the fallen leaves on top of the garage. A vent pipe runs up the side of one house. How easily you can climb up it to the balcony there. I can see one of the the big houses on Venice from here. Do those palms line Crenshaw? Are they royal palms? What other kinds are there? I know nothing about palms for all their ubiquitousness here in LA. One war-torn fellow holds up defiantly; despite the preponderance of droopy old fronds around its throat, a crown of green springs from its head.
We have a coffee table of glass on concrete pillars here in earthquake country; Shirelle loves it. I think I've mentioned that before. We use a clothing hamper for a kitchen garbage can. I think I've mentioned that before. A fishbowl of coupons sits atop the refrigerator. On the freezer door clings a magnet from the Bill Burroughs retrospective at LACMA last summer suspending a picture of me fishing Lake Mead. Curious George smiles in a cloud escaping a jar of ether. Out of the front windows is the house across the street called the Boo Radley house because no one is ever seen going in or out the front door and the yard is overgrown with weeds. It looks outside like the day has been closed for lunch, temporarily shut down, put on pause, on hold. I opened the window. A fresh cool you can smell blows in. I need to accept an audience. I need to rely more on others instead of always droning on to myself about what I already know. I need to direct myself to others, be forward, have an address. Here comes a prancing dog sniffing the rainsoaked cement and moving along on his free-thinking way. Everything is wet except for patches of tree trunk bone dry as July. The clouds part, reveal a canyon of further cloud. A mockingbird with bold white stripes on his sleeves raises his wings in heroic vanity, ready to dive from his perch like some caped crusader. Here's the dog again. Now he's working this side of the street. A car pulled up to the Boo Radley house! A man got out and walked toward the front gate. He took the mail from the mailbox there and drove down the driveway behind the house.