Wednesday November 6
Clinton has regained the Presidency. Dole accepted his defeat graciously. Carlos said if he was president, he would kill Bob Dole. He is nine and he often talks of killing. Before I showed them "The Red Pony", I asked them to write what they would do if they had a horse, how would they car for it, what would they name it. The first think Carlos wrote was the he would teach the horse to kill people. "Like Bob Dole?" I asked. He didn't answer, I don't think, or I didn't hear with the other kids talking, or I don't remember, or maybe I didn't want to know his answer. He's not really a bad kid. He reminds me of Tom in the The Red Pony. Some kids laughed. The boys, I guess, when Tom fought with the buzzards. ~ I let fall in front of the instructor who was listening to my conversation witho another instructor, that I had alcohol school. I don't remember what exactly I was talking about when it came out, but I remembered it was related and came out honestly. Must be some incompletion of the hippocampus.
The Lakers are playing the Hornets in Charlotte. My computer keeps blinking itself off, and I keep pressing it back to light, even though I'm not using it. Eighteen year old Kobe Bryant, the youngest player in the history of the NBA, is in the game.