Not the Kind of Image You Want Bouncing Around Your Head

Sat. August 3
At Ellsworth's in Manhattan Beach with Kimbu Shay and Getoff and Jeff. We've just walked back along the strand from Hillary's Hole. My sister and Getoff's brother lagged behind; there seems to be some romance in the air tonight, for some anyway
Paul and Sanyo took me to the Norton Simon Museum today. I love that girl. I can tell because the sight of her, the thought of her gives me butterflies.
Geteoff's trying to get a porno going. I told them how Shirelle had borrowed one from the Insanity Pepper downstairs, and I popped it in, and it was two guys doing a girl, and then, before I could do anything about it, one of the guys started sucking the other guy's dick. I couldn't shut it off fast enough. That's not the kind of image a guy wants bouncing around in his head.
Getoff just took Kimbu downstairs, but Jen and Eric were already there.
I sketched Van Gogh's "Peasant" today and some other stuff.
I wish I had some pot. What else?
Adam Smith's lament -
Chix just want to be attractive, and that's their foremost measure of themselves.

Such poignancy tonight, the crowd in the bar was so carefree and animated; one girl sat on her boyfriend's knee riding it like a horse.